gah life sucks when it does. im glad i have people who care though :)
Thursday, December 14, 2006
9:12 PM
Rahh. Since there's something wrong with the bar where all the shannanigans are, I can't do fance fonts. grr.
So, here's a special wish to that special friend of mine, Noorhuda Amalina..
HAPPY FIFTEENTH BIRTHDAY BABE! Wishing you all the happiness and love, and hoping our friendship will last forever and ever wheeeee.. love you muchos!
Lalalala, so today has been a traumatic, fun, enjoyable day with loads of funny, scary stuff that happened. I did math at school, coincidently met up with fir at the bustop, later handed out flyers for about an hour or so at bedok to potential jammers and mats, took a train ride to admiralty and something happened along the way (lets just say i was a hero to a victim, and the victim being me!), met up with fiq and suff and akmal to get flowers, and later with fauzi, hud and halim along the way.. haha. We messed up the place, hehe sorry hud! watched 50 first dates and then they Xboxed till maghrib. Hahaha. Twas a lovely day, and it rained too..
Yeah, I'm pretty tired and I only ate one meal today! So I'm kindaaa hungry. Hehe.
I want to make an advertorial here, but I don't have the flyer with me, it's in my bag. And I'm too lazy to dig for it. So maybe I'll do it later? hehe.
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
5:40 PM
ah yes. i was unreasonably frustrated in my previous entry. I've cooled down considerably, although my mom still treats me like she was 5 days ago. all i can say is, it's the december blues, every body's getting it. i hope things cool down real soon. i think she's showing signs that the tension between me and her's has loosen up abit. she's talking to me! which is good i guess? i mean, can u imagine not talking to your mother for so loooong, i'll die out of frustration. plus, she picks on me less, which is another good sign. things are starting to look a little bit brighter huh.
pitch training was nice. i miss the sprinklers, and getting wet. and got a shock when i saw how HUGE the pitch is. :O it's like huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuge. and we girls are small.. and it makes the pitch look much more huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuge. hahahaha.
i don't know what else to write up here. other than i embarrassed myself considerably and that i got blisters on my fingers. oh, and my brothers can handle the hockey stick better than i do. boys...
Saturday, December 09, 2006
8:58 PM
GIVE ME A BREAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAK OMGGGGGGGGG GIVE ME A BREAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAK LAHHHHHHHH
I CANT STAND IT BEING AT HOME ANYMORE.
My mom suddenly ENJOYS picking on me. She naaags at every single thing I do, I alter my skirt, she says its short. IT ISNTTT SHORTTTT!!! SHE HASNT SEEEN SHORT. AHHH!! I wear shorts at home she and she'll scold, okay fine so i'm not supposed to wear shorts. And when I don't wear tudung when I go out she'll nag, OMGGGGGG. I BET SHE DIDNT HAVE THAT MUCH PRESSURE WHEN SHE WAS YOUNG. AHHHHHH WHY DO I NEED TO GO THROUGH ALL THIS? I know she wants me to be some good girl, and I'm definitle NOT doing a good job so just give me a break. I want to be at home and have some peace. I lock( my non existent lock that is. my fricking room doesnt have a fricking door, instead theres this shade thing. gah sooo much for privacy)myself in my room, she says i spend too much time on the comp. I JUST WANT TO BE BY MYSELF.. OMG................................................... Let's just pray I won't turn havoc or something. I need a break. I need a break. I need a break. I REEEEALLLYY NEED A BREAK. Ahhh send me to kampong or something, let me spend time with my granny there, learn stuff from her or something, i dont know. I miss my late granny. Life was fun when she was around.. I had someone to sleep with in the afternoons.. ahhh i miss her so bad... im getting emotional already ahhh. it's been almost a year since she left us.. the only time i get to see her are in my dreams.. and when i do it seems so real. but i have come to terms with it.. i must redha.. yeah.. i must.. i guess thats why i keep myself occupied, so i wont think of the past? heh heh. oh God, I'm actually crying. what an emotional wreck i've become.
i guess all this nagging and stuff shows how much she cares about me huh.. ahhh now i feel obliged to change for the better and i guess i should. as cliche as it sounds, i have to dont i. i got to change and appreciate others even if they dont appreciate me.
i shall hug sylvester and go to sleep... aih
JAMES MORRISON :)
This song just.. blows me away.. Like the wind that blew at my face this morning at ECP, wahhhh it was blowing at like 9hundred8tysomething km per hour or something! So training was lovely! Xin Mei granted my secret wish and we went to ECP! for training.. And no.. we didn't run there this time, but we had to run to the bustop and then to the bicycle kiosk instead. Wooooo Rented a bike and at that time the sky was oh so daaaark at the horizon cos you ca see a distinct line which seperates the sky and the sea, like the sky was totally dark and the water was all greenish blue. And the wind, woooh, sedap. We had 2 hours of cycling, my thighs are worn out now. We had our little convoy, 3 bladers and 4 bikers. XM, Aprie and Mei Ying took the blades, while the other four(Shan, Betsy, Celing & I) took the bikes. I forgot how to skate and.. it's just a scary thought la.. skating on such a surface(?).. yah I have yet to mention the amount of blood i saw today.. For the record, 2 out of 3 bladers got injured. XM injured herself countless of times, she has iron bones ah. Woo. Mei Ying fell on out way back and Aprie didn't fall at all. Hehe, fun ah i like :D
I'm waiting for photos from XM! Whee
Friday, December 08, 2006
1:51 AM
SMILE :D
Today I can smile big big again, cos the dentist took out the yellow bits from my teeth! My mouth feels clean again, yay! But my brother says they're still yellow! What do I need to do to own a set of WHITE teeth? I'm thinking of bleach, but then I would be crazy. I've been suffering(chey) from an aching molar, but the doc said my teeth got nothing wrong, so now I'm very heartbroken cos she only scaled my teeth and wet my tudung at the same time, I was hoping for something interesting like.. asking me to put on braces ke.. HAHA joking joking.
After visiting the dentist, trained to Vivo for lunch. Yummy Cheeken rice! Poor mom is sick, she's coughing alot alot alot, scares me alot too. Walked around till almost 10, and then trained home.
My new love: FISH SOUP & JAMES MORRISON
AH IM STILL AWAKE AT THIS HOUR? Gotta sleep soooooooooooon
Wednesday, December 06, 2006
6:02 PM
I'm bringing sexy baaaaaaaaack
woo justin sounds soo.. seductively hotttt on the radio. the songs kind of basi already ah, but for someone who has high pitched voice, he doesnt sound too bad in this song.
i got nice nice nice hair already yay.
Tuesday, December 05, 2006
11:41 PM
Now that I'm back home, I'm starting to miss 6 Faith's company.
Here's us:
I love them, to bits and pieces. Though sometimes I got to force myself to understand them speaking in their tongues(that is mandarin), I still enjoy their company. Lovely lovely people. They've got me hooked on daidee and card games all over again. huhuhu. You'll never find guys who are willing to play heartattack in the middle of the night, and who are sporting enough to play truth or dare and murderer too! Hahaha and you'll never find girls who care about the guys so much when they don't eat. And I finally saw Mrs Choo, after two years! I MISS HER SO :) And Xan is so adorable!
Aih was I really quiet during the bbq? If I was I'm sorry yeah, I was caught up thinking about some stuffzxzxz. ah i just want to cry thinking about this.
Okay so I'm missing 6Faith all over again, just like when I was in P6.. :( And a BIG BIG BIG THANK YOU to AW ZI QUAN for organizing this gathering cum bbq. :D
Monday, December 04, 2006
3:00 PM
Wah I've never felt so tired, I don't know what I did today.
I know I got scolded or something like that by the track and field coach. Gosh, he scares the shitlings out of me, just because I'm having the stomach ache right now. I'm suddenly reminded of what Kumar said, "Shit is knocking on heaven's doors" wooh klakar. Okay I get confused when I look at Kumar, he's a man? but he's also a woman? Whichever gender he is, I like him, he's funny. I like funny guys la, they're cute :P So the track and field coach(grrrr) probably got annoyed cos I kept missing my balls and it kept going to where he was standing, woooh, then kababooom he called me to well.. scold la. And then got this idiot laugh at me, wah I hope he falls down and break his leg ah. Then XM rescued me yay, then they headed to the GO to discuss with the VP, one thing cause I'm not in any position to do anything, grr, and the coach wants to complain to the VP about us? Whatever it is la, they had, what seemed to me like, half an hour of talking. I hope the school is going to put a fence around the D area where we train. (cue: prays) Speaking of missing balls, I missed so many balls today! Grrr, what telah happened to meeeee?? Oh and I think all the sports leaders should have a conference ah. Then all the problems can be.. rectified? Whatever.
Okay dah. I'm off. :D
Saturday, December 02, 2006
4:23 PM
Has been an emotionally challenging week. And yesterday had to be the icing on the cake. I thank the party(s) involved in finishing off my week. And I have to say that it has been a wonderful experience, thank you for gracing me with sore eyes in the morning.
In short, besides the movie marathon and after-hockey outings, the week has been hard on me. And today has been lovely, I'm thankful for that. Although training ended off on a sad note, I think it has got to be one of the most enjoyable trainings so far ah. After training was enjoyable. We unfortunately lost the bet to someone, so we had to take loser prints. Hahaha I hate neoprint machines with japanese instructions, we were forced to take a 5 min jap lang crash course.
FONDUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE is the love!
And I love my bed too. ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZz
Friday, December 01, 2006
4:49 PM
ONE MORE MONTH TILL SCHOOL REOPENS! YESSSAHHHHHHHHHHH I CAN'T WAIT. I'm looking forward to seeing teachers, seeing familiar faces and the not so familiar ones too, eating tau suan, eating lunchhhh opposite school, tablet-ing in school, envying the new TA1s' tablets(damn they get windows vista and white color-ed tablets grrrr), and doing all the normal things I used to do before school closed. WHICH INCLUDES SITTING DOWN AT THAT BENCH BEFORE SCHOOL STARTS. I miss that.
Today's Friday, my brothers just got me worried sick. Who goes for sembahyang Jumaat and come home after Asar? I was wondering how many rakaats they did. But they're home anyways, that's all that matters. There's nothing in the fridge for me to eat. No tidbits(maybe there are but i just need to fine them), nobody to talk to online..(WHERE ARE YOU MINAHIP-ERS?.. I might just resort to doing maths :O But it's almost five.. should I go running? or to the gym nearby? it's just a stone's throw away but i still can't get myself to go there.. on second thoughts i think i shouldnt, there's hockey tomorrow, bound to be more running.. my feet have yet to recover from wednesday's training..
:)
Movie marathon. 3 movies. 6 hours. Pizza & mee rebus :) thanks nadh!
