Tuesday, April 25, 2006
10:07 PM





COME COME COME KAY!

TIX ARE AT 5DOLLARS EACH(:

CAN GET THEM FROM ME.

IT'S WORTH YOUR MONEY KAY!



Sunday, April 23, 2006
11:19 PM



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Wednesday, April 19, 2006
10:30 PM



I'm supposed to either be sleeping or doing my malay homework.

I'm doing neither, and I don't care.

Monday was very much hectic.
I said what I had to say.

We had sex edu today! weeehoo. I never knew it could get so open, till he HAD to show the pictures of, well, infected parts. one word, Gross. I cannot believe people actually DO such things, and not think of the consequences. All I did was squirm. He was talking about Gays, and how one must have a lifestyle of a gay, to be called one. Desires do not count one as a gay.

Oh, then he said how teens are curious and how they want to try out things like this.




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Then I had maths, which was one of the dumbest lessons ever.
A teacher came in, and he started rambling. Does he know that we get alot of that? He does need to add on, know.

Oh, and we got back our term evaluation. And each comment contradicts each other. Haha. One said I was bubbly, the other said I get distracted easily. LOL.


OH AAAAAAAAND.
WE WORE OUR JERSEYS TODAY.

ORAAAAAAAANGE!


AND AND AND, we learnt SILAT for MCS today! WOOOHOO.

ALL THE MORE PEOPLE SHOULD COME FOR GEMA TEMASEK!

COS WE ARE WILLING TO BREAK OUR BACKS FOR THIS. HEHE.


LALALA. IM HAPPY.

TATA.



Sunday, April 16, 2006
5:51 PM



HAPPY BIRTHDAY FIRDAUS!

HAPPY SEVENTEENTH! :D



Saturday, April 15, 2006
10:28 AM



I want to disappear to somewhere else.

I feel the need to run.
As far as I can.

I want to curl up in a corner and cry.

I want to be able to see but not be seen.

I want to jump up high and touch the sky, then fall and break my back.
Cos it's hurting me so bad.


I want to close my eyes, and see no darkness.
For when I open my eyes, I hope to see something to be happy about, but none of that happens.


I want to heard, but nothing right comes out.


I want to be packed in a box.
Mail it to antartica.
And I'll only know how to shiver, and only shiver.
And to only feel nothing but cold.
So that I won't be able to feel, but numbness.


Sigh.



Friday, April 14, 2006
10:34 AM



Yesterday was FUN!

And today, I bet everybody's all tired.

I was underdressed for zee occasion yesterday.

I only wore my Anderson PE Tshirt(cos i wanted to.. erm.. hahaha. SEMANGAT ANDERSON!), and jeans. I got weak sense of fashion ah, so sorry.

Oh yeah, And me and nadh, we painted our FACES.

(OH YAH, I GOT MY IC ALREADY, it's spastic, really)

I don't know what I did yesterday, but all I can remember is, Diyanah, Suffian and Mahadir came.

I remembered there were loads of flashes, singing teachers, dikir barat, otah otah and satay, handphone numbers, mats, pretty peoples, fire breathing, juggling.....


Enough of Mardi Gras.


And I'm sorry.
For running away.
For being a horrible friend.
For running away.
For hurting you inside.
For running away.
For being unreasonable.
For running away.






I don't know.
And that's all I'm willing to say.
I don't know.



Wednesday, April 12, 2006
10:25 PM



NAK KAHWIN NAK KAHWIN!

BESOK BESOK!

NGAN SAPE NGAN SAPE?

TAUFIK TAUFIK!

Suruh mak cari laki!

Laki yang besar hati!

Suruh mak cari laki!

Laki yang sungguh sexy!

Kacak Kacak!

Kacak Kacak!

Macam Katak!

Macam Katak!

Handsome tak boleh angkat!

Handsome tak boleh angkat!

...

...

mmm Sedap!

mmm sedaaaap!

Sedap sedap!

Sedap sedap!

Lazat lazat!

Lazat lazat!

...

...


Chee ke la ka pee ah pee ah x2

sua sua sua sua sua!

one mroe time!
sua sua sua sua sua!

satu kali lagi!

sua sua sua sua SUA!

WOOOO.

no idea what I'm talking about?

tooo bad.


bye bye. my head hurts. want to sleep.




Here comes another boring post.

I'm getting suckier at hockey. It still puzzles me why I'm still loving it, though I know I suck at it.

I dreamt I had a baby brother last night.
He looked small and cute, the size of my palm. Sounds like a premature baby, no? But the scary thing was, I sort of misplaced the baby, and it went missing. Then there were assumptions that the baby got eaten up by my hungry cats. Then I saw my cats walking on it's hind feet. Even funnier. And my older cat had its front right leg amputated. And then I saw someone, of allll people.

...

Yah. But the thought of having a new baby brother was nice. xD
But having new baby cousins is close enough. Speaking of new baby cousins, my aunt gave birth to a baby girl and my other aunt, who previously had twins, gave birth to ANOTHER set! Now she has four baby girls!

I.CANNOT.WAIT.TO.SEE.THEM.

Whilst I'm at home, watching TV and supposedly taking a break from school, my class is having Physics. And of all things, PHYSICS! I failed that subject, to make things worst.

In total, I failed four subjects, five, if I fail Language Arts. I hope I wouldn't though.

I'm off for now.
Wanna catch up on my TV-watching. Haven't been doing that in ages. LALALA.



Saturday, April 08, 2006
4:37 PM



I have nothing to say.



Tuesday, April 04, 2006
10:12 PM



Wah. I haven't been updating for awhile.

My entries bore you, don't they?

I was gay today, which was just awkward la.

During Bio, I ran around under LT2, then I jumped in puddles(and I got sindir-ed, takpe.. Fine so it's childish, but wtf?), then I ran around in Nadh's skirt, and when I was talking to my captain, I talked very fast.

Gila right? Must be the coffee, or the stress, or the pressure, or the--
Nevermind.

I was on the verge of crying again this morning when I really could not get 2 more marks to pass Malay. You know, sometimes I think it's not fair that she always-- Gah, nevermind.

AND IM IN SPECIAL CLASS FOR PE. PRO LAH IZYAN.
=\ I'm fairly glad anyways, if I manage to pull through with 3 pull ups, without the help of anybody, I'm one happy woman.


I have so much to say, but I just can't put it to words.
I got the moodswinging pangs.


PNGU ROCKS HAIR!
I never enjoyed group work before, and now I do. :D


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