Friday, March 31, 2006
Siapa bilang gadis melayu tak menawan..?
Tak menarik hati, tiada memikat?
I have officially gone nuts with that song, and it has been playing in my head since yesterday.
I'm shagged. I ran and climbed so much, I can feel my leg muscles turning hard. We did physicals for training today. I actually managed to run the distance, but I stopped halfway cos my right calf muscles started to tighten. And that was the first time I actually experience something like that. Interesting, now I know how sportswomen feel when they say they have muscle pull/ache/strain. Nyaha. I'm not saying I'm a sportswoman ah, I don't eat/breathe/sleep sports, pretty much an ameteur(however you spell it).
TJ won PIDATO again! BAIK LINA! :D
Hmm oh and we finally set things straight with Miss Nansi. Whatever she said made sense to me. Nyehh. Must.Be.Responsive. I never knew it was so tough to actually open my mouth and talk.
MATHS TEST SUCKED. Chem and Malay was do-able, at least I have something to look forward to. Physics was tough, I needed more time at least. DARRRRN. I got my geog results back, hah! And the least I can say is, more like heave is a loooong siiiiiiiiiiiigh.
BOMBOMBOM. WE HAD DK YESTERDAAAAAAAAY. And it was fun, as usual. No comments. LALALA.
AND BEFORE I GO, I SHALL SAY THIS.
TEST DAH HABIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIS! BAAAAAAAAAAAIK AH :D
Siapa bilang ATI tak menawan.. nananananana
Go figure. xD
Wednesday, March 29, 2006
GREAAAAAAAAAAT NEWS AH.
DINIE CAME IN SECOND FOR PIDATO!
CONGRAAAAAAAAATULATIONS WOMAN! :D
OMG. I feel so gay after the whole competition.
Now I'm sleepy and tired.
I overshot my bustop on my way home.
I fell asleep again.
It's past midnight, and I'm still online.
I'm so so so so happy that DINIE got SECOND!!!! for pidato. THREE CHEERS FOR HER! BAIK DINIE! TEMASEK ACADEMY ALL THE WAY AH.
And the sad thing was, they forgot to mention our school name during the prize presentation. Sad, sad thing. Ah wells.
WOOO. And I was taken aback by SJI's performance. His contents were scary ah.
And I had a major issue of peeing. THe.LT.Was.BRR.COLDDD.
And Nadiah started passing messages, half the time we couldn't write because our fingers were too numb ah.
ah kay. My entries get crappier by the day.
Good Night world.
Tuesday, March 28, 2006
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAKIMAH!
I'm ever so lethargic. I've been sleeping in between breaks. Every chance I'm given, I sleep.
What's the matter, friend?
Why so down?
You sure you're okay?
I hope you're reading this. Cos if it's me that's making you down, I'm really really sorry.
k ah. sleepy. bye.
Monday, March 27, 2006
APM! and some other adorrrrrable photos. Well there's only 2 la.
TAUFIK! My dear dear dear superman. I love him.
HAKIM! Another adorable toddler. I loveeee toddlers. Ahh. I didn't upload Ilyas' picture. He's another cutie. "I like chicken little!" SO cute..
Aznil and he's weird belt. I want!
SYED AZMIIIIIIIR. He's cute ey.
TAUFIK! *SWOOOOOOOOOOONS
KHAIRUL AND NADH AND FAUZIE. SWOOOONS AGAIN
I LOVE NADH! :D
WHOOOOOOO.
Sunday, March 26, 2006
I'm so touched.
I almost cried when I saw the video.
I have always said this, and will say it again.
KMA ROCKS AHHH
Today was superduperuper wonderfully crazy day. I laughed so much, my throat hurts from all the coughing and gagging. I didn't gag, but I almost did when I saw Taufiq sprawled on the floor of the MRT train cos he, too, was laughing like a mad cow.
HAHAHA. I never saw a mad cow before. But aiya wdv.
I can't believe they actually treated me to Pizza Hut. THANK YOU MANY :)
And also for that preeeeeeeeeeetyful necklace. I shall wear it every day.
AND DID I SAY THAT I LOVELOVELVELOVELOVVE THE VIDEOOOOO? I DOOOO!
I laughed so much. My stomach numbed. Taufiq could still be his whacked self, even with a broken arm. Huda and I could only watch them go crazy. HAHA. WHEEE. I'm whacked.
And the guys bought more stuffs than the girls did. HAHA. Total opposites la.
And they actually teman-ed me all the way to peninsular to get shinguards. Thank you ah. I don;t know what could have happened to me when I went into that Peninsular Plaza without alone. That could have been the last time people saw me ah.
Then we went crazy with Huda's camera. hahahaha.
I can't wait for the photos. wheeee.
Saturday, March 25, 2006
ILOVEYOUAHSISTER.
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Digression.
Am I sending out the right signals?
I think I made a mistake.
Stupid Izyan
I never really did want to say this.
But I'm just so tired of being rejected.
Not by friends, but by my own family.
I'm just on the verge of breaking down. I don't do things right. I can't seem to do things right.
And I'm sorry. I'm sorry for being that twit who doesn't meet your expectations. For sucking the happiness out of you.
I know I wasn't being responsible. But I'll try.
But, your actions show me you don't care.
Please don't leave me like this.
balderdash.
24th March, 2006
Today turned out to be the best birthday ever.
Not only did I get wishes from people I never expected to receive from, people actually remembered! I’m so touched la. I really miss Anderson, but I’m loving TJ even more now.
A big thank you to those who made my day.
The sms wishes
The birthday songs
The birthday gifts
The MSN wishes
The testimonials
Then came the unexpected birthday wishes from some people. and, Omg. Mahadir actually CALLED me the day before to wish me a happy birthday. That is by far the coolest thing someone has done to me. I’m so touched, I almost cried.
Then came school where people wished me birthday wishes, well not all la, but some here and there d I
I ran 2.4 under 16 minutes. Whooots.
And and and and! I went to APM with Nadh and her mom! OMG! And guess what? I met TAUFIK BATISAH, AZNIL, MAWI, SYED AZMIR, FAUZIE LAILY, KHAIRUL ANWAR(and I actually stepped on his foot), VINCE, AHLI FIQIR IN PERSON cos you know why? We managed to go BACKSTAGE! TALK ABOUT COOLNESS LA. AND I GOT SYED AZMIR’S AUTOGRAAAAAAPH! AHHHH. Only his, cos I was too lazy to ask for the rest’s autograph. AND WE TOOK PHOTOGRAPHS! WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
I LOVE NADH!
I THINK TAUFIK LOOKS HOTTTTT IN PERSON.
AND THAT SYED AZMIR IS SUPER DUPER HOTTTT TOO!
If only we met PETERPAN. I would be so happy. NYAHA. Me and Nadh were like combing the reception area(WHERE WE MET MOST OF THE STARS XD) we couldn’t find them. NYEHHHH.
And taufik was being super nice cos we were short la, so he bent down and took a cute photo with us. AHH. OUR FACES WERE PRACTICALLY ALIGNED. I don’t know how to phrase it ah. HAHAHA.. HHHHHHH.
OMG. PETERPAN’S ON THE RADIO NOWW. ADA APA DENGAN MUUUUUUU..
ARIEL IS SUPER HOTTTT.
SITI IS SUPER PRETTY.
MAWI IS CUTE.
VINCE IS SHUAI.
AHLI FIQR IS SUPER DUPER UPER COOOLLL.
AHHHHHHHH CHOO.
Friday, March 24, 2006
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!
Haha. After hiding for abt 3 days, I finally came up with a post, wishing myself happy bdae.
Im so old already. whoo.
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
Im so fucking careless.
I lost my wallet for the 2nd time.
And this time, there's no hope in finding it.
Haiz.
First I kept losing money from my wallet. Magicly.
Now the whole wallet's gone. How depressing.
Sunday, March 19, 2006
I LOVE YOU! YOU'RE FIFTEEN!!!!
OMG, IM GONNA BE FIFTEEN SOON TOOOO!
I LOVE YOU WOMAN :D
As I'm writing this, my eyes or slowly closing.
I'm so tired.
I did so many things today.
I'm still in awe.
Okay, so let's recap this week.
I've been going for Dikir practices and I'm loving it. I love dikir. Whee.
And I've been going for hockey also, and I'm getting tanner by the day. Am gonna look so dark when I return to school. But I like it anyhow.
I finally got my hockey stick yesterday! I so happy la. It's blueish silverish orangey GRAYS WAVE 500! I'm in love with it. It's so handsome, It shall be my boyfriend. Yay. Oh and, that fella pretty much cheated us on the price, but what the heck.
And so..
Today.
FOr the first time, I went to Redhill for hockey. I practically cried cos my stick is badly scratched. I'm exagerating but what the heck, it isnt badly scratched ah, but just scratched. HAAAAAAAAA.
I haven't even camwhored with it yet, and now its all scratchy. But aiya, more authentic right?
I'm tired and sleepy.
My eyes are droopy.
Then after hockey training, where one of our team members broke his arm, I'm so freaked out. Hope he gets well soon.
Oh and me and Nadh went to TM to get some stuff.
Movied.
BBQED
I'm sleepy.
Ta.
Monday, March 13, 2006
I'm feeling a sense of RELIEF.
And exhaling all my doubts and stress like never before.
My mom is finally talking to me. And honestly, I never felt so good.
Me and her, We've got this daughter mom thing. We just talk about everything under the sun. And she'd tell me problems, and I'd tell her my problems, so when I wasn't talking to her for ALMOST a week, I would have died. Now we can finally talk, and I feel much better. Funny how it sounds, but that's how my relationship works with her. Today she came home, not scolding me, I feel so happy, I want to cry. HAHAHA.
Izyan you so emotional laaa..
I didn't make it to A div, it's okay, Shall train harder, lose more weight, gain more muscle, gain more stamina, train my skills, oh yeah. I can do it.
CONGRATS NADH! YOu go woman :D !!!
I was at the OBOR LAUNCHING this morning, so cool. Haha. Anderson wasn't there though, sad thing. We were so excited to get interviewed, well, at least I was, but we weren't anyways. Hahahahahaah. Sorry, I have this thing for Media. I find it so cool la.
And after the whole formal occasion, Warda's dad drove us to Peninsular Plaza to get their hockey gear. Nadh was rushing cos she had a tournament in the afternoon. It took us less than half an hour to get the gear and it was a good bargain! Imagine buying the shin guard, wooden/fibreglass stick, 2 pairs of socks, a free ball and bag for just FIFTY TWO BUCKS? AHHHHHHHHHH! VERY CHEAP LA..
OH and there was this really PRETTY PINK stick. AHHH. DAMN PRETTY LAAAAAAAA. Ok nvm.
I want a hockey stick for my birthday. XP *HINT
Took a train back to Bedok to submit the portfolio and then I went home ah.
I want to go out jalan-jalan but nobody to go with, sads.
Well reason cos I never asked anybody. Stupid Izyan.
I realised I'm never good at sport CCAs. How I always don't make the cut. Like in primary six where I didn't make it to the netball team, and now, I don't have high hopes to make it through hockey, or at least that's what I think. But I hope I do make it. Need more fitness. Fitness fitness.
I hate myself for being fat.
Thursday, March 09, 2006
http://kevan.org/johari?name=NAYZIRUN
HELP ME DO YA? THANKS.
I shall be nice to you, even if it means sucking up.
Cos I see no point having the silent treatment.
I have so much to tell you, but since we have this barrier between us, it's hard.
Oooh. ELectives coming to an end. HAPPY HAPPY YAY! Mr Coke is really freaking me out. He called me dear just now in class. And I'm like, o.0 WHAAAAT? Haha. Freaky kay. And I didn't go to school yesterday, so he asked for my MC and he just had to go 'My dear, where's your MC'. DENNGGGG. Scares me kay.
ATIQUAH didn't come to school today. Poor woman, down with flu. Get well soon la. I miss you kay. See I so nice dedcate this paragraph to you. xD Must be nice to me kay? Yay you rock meow.
OOOH. MEOW.
But somebody stole my MEOW so I have to use WOOF from now on. Okay. Cats are so so so adorable. Why I say that? Cos I have two cats at home and they cheer me up muchly. Ginger's big and heavy and lazy and cute, Fluffy(FIFI!) is small and naughty and adorable and cute and what not. I LOVE CATS.
AND DENGGG. I couldn't go to the CROSS COUNTRY today. Super sad. And I was supposed to go out with DIY, but she, well, couldn't. SAD SEH. And the movie thing, I couldn't make it either. Sads.
And I saw Salihin at Bedok just now. His hair is nice and MOHAWKY(not MODOG. xD)
I need to be random for this last part.
HANTU.
MODOG XD
IKAN PAUS! AHAHA.
OKAY.
DAH PUAS DAH. Imagine you say DAH PAUS DAH. BAHAHAHAHA.
OK NVM.
TATA.
Monday, March 06, 2006
AHHH.
I'm sick and TIRED of being pushed around. ARGH.
I'm having a BAD headache. My mom refuses to give me allowance. I have to do this fucken math project. Why the hell did he push the deadline forward?
...
I shall go mencuci mata and look at my past photos. ARRRRR.
KMA, then.
KMA, now.
Funny how we've moved from a year to another. Nothing much has changed. And I have to say that they are the best bunch of people that you can have for as friend, more like sibs. LOL.
I'm feeling all, nostalgic la. I don't know why. Maybe it's because of yesterday. They reminded me of sec 2 life. How they used to go arround wappah-ing people, smacking their chests, and how they found it amusing. Funny how that got us closer to each other.
LALALA. Let's change the topic. Okay, more specifically, let's be random. THis was what we were discussin just not at the canteen.
Oh underwears.
Let me introduce myself, I'm Branded underwear. Aida is Koyaked Underwear, Nadhirah is Men's underwear, Warda is lacey underwear? and Dinie is 50cents underwear and Atiqah, she's the mumbler.
What in the world?
Haha. Yes. We're out of our minds. But hey, it's fun to talk about langerie. If it matters to you that we talk about langerie, then shoo. HAHAHAHA.
DIGRESSION.
ALA. THE MATH PROJECT SUCKS LA. EEEEEEEEE.
Okay back to the topic.
Wait digression again.
MY BATTERY ALMOST FLAT. AHHH. And I didnt' bring charger. Ah crap.
Okay back to the topic, again.
Y'know. Yesterday was Atiqah's Bdae. I feel so guilty to not give her any present. I will do so, soon. I hope. I need to get 4 presents this month!
5th - Atiqah's
19th - Diyanah
21st - Warda
24th - EHEM EHEM MINE. HAHAHA
25th - Nadhirah
MARCHIANS ATTACK!
Eh got to go.
Eggy discussion is on.
TAAAA.
That's it.
I'm not going to comment on her anymore.
She confesses that she does not care whatever people say. But when I said something to well, offend her, she's on a silent strike against me.
Sometimes I wonder if death is the easiest way out. Then I realise, no.
Death. You'd just wonder when it'll come. When it will strike you. How it will come to you. How you'll die. Would it be through an accident or would I die peacefully. But you know you can't figure it out, cos it's all in god's hands. But when it comes to wishing you'd want to die, it will just set you thinking.
Have I done enough on this Earth?
Have I seeked forgiveness from everyone?
Have I prayed enough?
Will I suffer after my death?
What will happen?
All these questions will pop out. Then it'll make you realise, no I dont want to die yet. I want to fulfill my purpose on Earth first.
Yah. You might be thinking, What the heck is this idiot talking about? Yes. I've been thinking about the word Death for sometime. Not that I want to die yet or anything. Just that it one of those things that'll make you think. I like it when I think. So yeah.
If this post has offended anyone in one way or another, I'm sorry.
Sunday, March 05, 2006
SHE'S OFFICIALLY FIFTEEN.
KAKAK KONON... HEHEHE.
LOVE YOUS.
Saturday, March 04, 2006
I had my first night in TJ yesterday. I managed to watch 3 movies, including SHUTTER. Which was supposed to be the highlight of the night. Screamed more than we watched. It was creepy ah. And I hated the ending cos it's so creeeeeepy.
Bring it on was up first. I'm in love with CLINT! aka JESSE BRADFORD!!! SUPER DUPER DUPER CUTE I TELL YOU.
CUTE RIGHT?
And Eliza Dushku? Or something like that is so lucky to have a Clint as her brother. Well, in the movie anyways. BUT STILL!
HEY MICKEY YOU'RE SO FINE YOU'RE SO FINE YOU BLOW MY MIND. HEY MICKEY!
YES! Our favorite cheer!
Oh and I slept through Black Hawk Down and A Beautiful Mind. Just not my type of movie la.
TJC isn't that scary at night I guess. It's pretty cool. We(Nadh,Ati,Aida) had to go pray. But the praying area is at the Scope which is at the other end of the school. So we had to walk in the dark at around 6 in the morning. Very cool. Lol.
Then after the whole movie mania, we had TARIANNNN. I was so sleeeeeeeepy.
...
Ah kay.
I want to sleep.
Bye.
Thursday, March 02, 2006
BLOG MELAYU KAMI.
mine
atiqah
nadhirah
aida
esti
dinie
I'm waiting for Warda's blog.
And I'm sorry Warda for disturbing you. *puppy dog eyes*
Question of the day.
Should I go home or go Nadh's house? hmm.
Taa. My tablet has a flat batt.
TATA
Wednesday, March 01, 2006
OH AND I SAW HAIZAD IMRAN AT COMPASS POINT JUST NOW.
he very cute leh. XD
Assalamu'alaikum!
My voice is croaking from dikir. Sang lots. Dikir is cool la. And I get scared cos everybody around me can sing, and I can't. *hides*
Ala Ewah
Ewah Bulaaann..
Ewah Bulaaaann..
lalala
I forgot the lyrics, but that song is nice.
And then there is this other song called Juara. Syuhada wrote it and I tell you it's so nice and sayu.
To sum it all up, Dikir people can sing. I so jealous la. Hmph.
I'm in a happy mood cos my blogskin looks pretty.
Tata-
I need to change this blogskin soon.
Shall ransack blogskin.com
Can't be bothered to make my own one. Heh.
I'm loving hockey more nowadays.
I'm hating school more also.
Don't ask.
School's just a drag.
I'm not like last time, loving school to bits and pieces.
Now school sucks.
But lets not be a sour brat or anything.
School is ok I guess. I define OK as i go to school, i come back and i'm alive.
It's just going too fast for me. And I get tired out so easily.
Which sucks la.
I can't get myself to like the way of life here.
Soon maybe. Soon.
Sometimes I wonder if there was any good in this. The decision that I made last year. Was it the right move? Often it gets to me. It makes me regret. But then again, I'm ok here. Ah. THere is goes again. CONTRADICTION.
I shall end my post here.
Taaaa.
