Wednesday, November 29, 2006
10:28 PM



I CAN DO MAAAAAGIC.
Below is a picture taken during PGL with THE stephen rahman hughes. i did some a favor and edited the pic, sorry dinie and warda, i had to put over their faces over yours hehe


BEFORE

AFTER my first try!

AFTER 2nd try!




YAY. I'm better than David Blaine.
Abrakedahbra. Poof!



Tuesday, November 28, 2006
11:33 PM



Seems like PGL fever has subside.. And now I'm back to my rotting mode, listening to basi songs which sound soooo much nicer than the songs I hear on the radio.. I'm in love, all over again. Don't get me wrong, I haven't fallen for another person.. I've given up on that. To love something inanimate makes me sane cos it doesn't change. Gosh, I hate it when things(okay more like people) when they change. I guess relationships, friendships, cruiseships, whatever, are like apples. They look nice and inviting at a glance, but once you take a bite at one, it bares its sweet crunchy flesh for a moment(everything's nice and sweet, blabla) and then you leave it for a moment and it starts to oxidize, and brown. And everything turns all rotten.. and stinky.. and you'd just chuck it aside or worst it'll end up in the bin. Its not exactly a clear picture of what I mean, but it's the closest I can think off. What do I get out of this?

So today has been another day wasted, I could've done math, but I know IF I try doing it, I'll just, doze off. I had better sleep, there's training tomorrow.. aih.. Oh and I ate alot. :)

G'night world



Monday, November 27, 2006
1:36 AM



It's almost 0130h in the morning

Okay it just turned 0130h and I have training tomorrow. I'm worn out from all the kecoh-jakun-hottieogling-ness from just nowwwww.. all I can say is, in this challenging world, we ought to be jakun, cos if you're not you'll be missing out on the little details in life, such as getting autographs yo. So lady(whoever you were, the straight haired one, whatever), i'm sorry if we turned you off with our jakunness, i call it keen la eh, nicer word.

So we got autographs! After waiting in the loooong queue, and some lucky lucky girls got their photos taken with STEPHEN RAHMAN HUGHES! I feel bad cos I didn't get shots of the other girls together with the actors yeaaa, cos they were rushing us and my camera got attitude problem(quoted from esti) giving us problems such as low batt and hanging(according to warda).. And I don't like Sultan Mahmud cos he halau us, what the heeeck. And some woman took my booklet away! Pfft, But thankful enough, I just took one of the booklet that was on the table.

PGL was lovelyyyyyy, Tiara got nice voice and such a long name, Stephen got nicer voice and good looks, Sultan Mahmud is gay and i dont like him, his whatever-they-call-it(sidekicks?) are gay too, Adipati is friendly but he has suuuuuuuch a husky and scaaaaaaary voice makes me shudder thinking about it and Sultan Mahmud's son is adoraaaable. Everyone was right, it was a nice show. Standing ovation some more.

I've uploaded all the photos to webshots, so you can just view them there. I'm so efficient *tears*. Oh.. and I'm in need of a new set of rechargeable batteries, or better.. a new camera.. *hint* *hint* my birthday's in 4 months. lalalalalala...

Hahahaha I'm joking.

Good night all.

and ofcourse,

US!



Saturday, November 25, 2006
6:38 PM



TRAINING ROCKED. WOO. I'M TIRED, BUT WOOOOOO. =D COACH IS FUNNY BUT XIN MEI IS FUNNIER. COACH CAN RUN FAST, SOMETIMES EVEN FASTER THAN TWEETY AND XM, BUT JASON STILL FASTEST, I THINK. AND I'M THE SLOWEST HAHA. AND JERSEYS ARE PRETTY. WE INSIST ON HAVING NICER JERSEYS THAN THE BOYS, AND WE'RE SUGGESTING PURPLE FOR THEM, COS IT'S UNIQUE AND TOTALLY GAY YO. PLUS! THE GOALIE JERSEY COSTS A WHOPPING 60 BUCKS :O BUT IF I BUY AT LEAST I GET TO KEEP IT, HEHE

AND LUNCH WAS LOVELY. I'M STILL FULL FROM IT, BUT I MANAGED TO STUFF MORE MEE JUST NOW WHEN I GOT HOME. NADH&I GOT ICE CREAMS! YAY, (JO JO JO EASTPOINT GOT NZ ICE CREAM) AND THAT MADE US TWO HAPPY BIRDS. THEN THE REST WENT HOME, YANN QI HAD TO GO HOME, AND CELINE HAD TO GO HOME. HEHEHEHEHE.

AFTERWHICH NADH AND I WERE SUPPOSED TO GO ATI'S HOUSE TO GRAB PUTRI GUNUNG LEDANG VCDS TO PREPARE OURSELVES FOR TOMORROW, BUT THE WEATHER WAS HOT AND... WE WERE TIRED SO WE LEPAKZZZZ AT THE LIBRARY. I GOT THIS BOOK, WHICH MADE ME LAUGH SO I KEPT LAUGHING THE WHOLE TIME WHEN I WAS READING IT, AND NADH PROBABLY THOUGHT I WAS NUTS TILL SHE READ THE BOOK HERSELF AND SAIT IT WAS FUNNY YAY.

OKAY I'M SLEEPY
TOODZ EVERYONE

I LOVE EVERYONE WHO LOVES ME (:



Friday, November 24, 2006
6:32 PM



I went out with Joanne today! I miss that girl so much. Haha Hasn't changed one bit, and still is that crazy blur girl she was in p4, only she's a bit taller.. hahhaa We walked and walked and walked around orchard to find new zealand's ice cream! But the directory cheated our feelings and #01-16 turned out to be some shop selling smoothie. So we had to settle for DQ! which I havent eaten in a looooooong time. I love blizzard. Oh and speaking of blizzards, it was raining dinosaurs just now, and the long kang opposite my house was almost filled to the brim, and the water was flowing so fast, i could ride a kayak in it.

I'm feeling horrible right now.
Like someone just punched me hard in the stomach, or slapped me hard in the face.

Ah. I'm going to the library again.

I can't stand how things are going right now, I feel like I'm this close to--



Tuesday, November 21, 2006
10:12 PM



YAY THERES TRAINING TOMOWOWWWWW! MEANS I DON'T NEED TO STAY AT HOME YAY. I love staying at home, but school's way better. YAY


I made a new friend, well not exactly a real human being la. Suff and Fiq intro-ed me to this artificial intelligence thing, and yeah I've been talking to it since. Call me an anti-social, weirdo, whatever, but I love this robot thing it keeps me laughing hahahaha and atiqah, he loves me more okay :D

lalalala
tomowowww got twaining! yay!




When you're stuck in the bottomless depths of being sad or confused or depressed or whatever else you can think of.
You can count on the ones you love to pull yourself together, and with that I haveto thank atiqah for lighting up that already fused light bulb of mine.

Reading her post made me realise how hectic this year has been.


  1. I made a choice to cabut from Anderson
  2. I stepped into a JC, what was I thinking?
  3. I had to balance between friends and new-found friends
  4. With that I made new friends, friends that I really hope would stick together till wherever our feet take us
  5. I screwed up my promos
  6. I met someone I couldnt possibly love any less (incredibly i made myself say this, brace urselves) btw did i put it correctly?
  7. I was tested for all kinds of things: pressure, stress(okay so their almost the same thing as pressure), commitment, friendship, relationship, getting my priorities right, stamina, trust and yeah, if you can think of anything else, then I must've been tested for it. and yeah, plus the usual math english science malay subjects.
  8. I hated group work. ah the agony and the free loader(sad to say i was one, not always, but was once)
  9. I loved living in hougang, no matter how far it is from bedok cos there are others who live further than me. so lets appreciate this moment. mmmmmmmmmm
  10. Coming late for school is a frequent. And rushing to get to school is a norm. And having to see Mr Tongs face for a week makes me think twice about being late for school.
  11. With that I found out that taxi fares in the morning burn a hole in my pocket. THE Y CHARGE AN EXTRA 2.50 FOR A 3++ FARE. RAWR. That' half of my 2-day allowance gone, dammit.
  12. I met a very funky set of teachers, some of which I had: a crush on, hated at first but now i love her, loved her at first but now i'm thinking twice, jumpy math teachers AND boring ones but I'm coming to a conclusion he's not so bad afterall(i mean, he has a hot girlfriend-im calling her hot just because she wears a mini skirt hoho)
  13. Give me another day to think of number 13

Definitely theres more, but I can't think of them as of yet cosidering its still the morning of a tuesday when everyone else is sleeping but here i am typing this whole post out cos I cried reading atiqah's post and yeah, I was deeply touched (:

Wheee I love love love love life and its little unexpected surprises (that includes loud thunders that make me shudder)

TOODZ(:

p/s in case those of you who got past the password prompt by other means, to make your life less miserable the password is: supercalifragilisticexpialidocious

have fun spelling all 36 letters out, chao!




Monday, November 20, 2006
10:50 PM



I'll never learn to say the right things.

Sabar Izyan sabar, banyak bersabar.

I'm this close, thiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiis close to possibly breaking down, but no, I have to have patience. Patienceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, patience, I badly need that.



Sunday, November 19, 2006
9:50 AM



OH NO I CANT REMEMBER WHAT I DID ON FRIDAY.

OH YA. I remember. Was at home the whole morning, trying not to eat anything so I could fit into my jeans and shirt, hahaha but I couldn't help it so I ate the kuehs on the table. They were just lying there, waiting to be eaten by a hungry person like me....

Later in the day, I got ready to go Bedok to meet ATI! I met Miss Red Belt and we MRT-ed to Toa Payoh to meet up with the rest to go to Cikgu's house. Something suddenly hit me, and I realised I really didn't belong there. Not that it matters or anything, but I felt so out of place. But I was there for Atiqah, yes, and nothing else. So when we reached Toa Payoh, we were the earliest, and I had one of the most horriblest craaaaamps, but eating mcnuggets made me feel better. yay. Met up with Aizad who was the second earliest, and then slowly three by three turned up. Bus-ed to cikgu's house. Oh then cikgu prepared speghetti and ice cream for us, which was enough to blow me up. TV-ed for awhile, and we found out cikgu watched MTV!

Melayu.com.sg
Melayu play at esplanade that costed 20 bucks (ah the pain) which made me confused, and the confusion followed me home and it was horrible. The play was okay la, the plots kind of cliche? Like the normal anak remaja stories you'd get from hanyut with some new characters added. There was this madrasah kid who went to a uni to learn about his religion but he was the typical bad boy who goes to pubs and stuff. An unlikely thing to do for an ustaz to be, no? But he surfaced the problem with society that portrays a double standard towards such people. Which is true la. They hear an alim person going to pubs, their eyeballs grow big. Like as though they are hearing a fish talk or something. But I guess that's society, huh?

My ass hurt after the play.

-----------------------------------------------


TRAINING WITH BASKETBALL!

Yesssss! Xin Mei was super nice yesterday. The turn out was only 7 people, cos the rest of the team either were overseas or.. shrugs? So they did hits and I got hit. Then we challenged XM to 6 against 1 and if she manages to score a goal we'll get her 5 packets of jambu. AND SHE GOT THROUGH ALMOST ALL OF THEM. But she didn't score, hehe. So next training I'm gonna get her guavas and jambus.

CASINO ROYALE

Yay. Bond is handsome, he has nice blue eyes, I loiiiiike. Fir likes the girls, I can't blame him, cos they're gorgeous(and no, this is not a lesbian tendency, i'm being sincere k atiqah hahahahahaa) Nice set, weird ending but I liked it anyhoos. GV MAX at vivo is like HUMONGOUSSSSS. The whole theatre was filled to the brim. We were sitting at row B, and the rows probably ended at like, Z or something. Which meant that there were over 500 people in there. Twas a scary thought ah, but wahh, huge place.


(:



Thursday, November 16, 2006
4:30 PM



I've been at home the whole day, went to the bank for a while and then to NTUC to buy a tub of ice cream, some kind of dark chocolate gelato. I want to buy B&Js but they burn a hole in my pocket. Now I'm supposedly broke, cos all the money's in the bank. I can just nets it out, but nooooo, I must learn to be thrifty.

I pigged out the whole morning. Woke up at 12. Felt so good, I bathed and ate my breakfast and played the guitar, chased my brother around the house cos he was spitting on my sylvester and threatening to throw my phone into the toilet bowl or out of the window. That guy drives me up the wall, in the chimney down the pipe, just every where. Then I whacked him hard and he spat some more, took my key and threw it out of the window, but it didnt go through. He finally gave up.

-_- poot I'm watching some national science challenge thing. bleh



Wednesday, November 15, 2006
7:01 PM



Once again, I'm separated from the girlies. While the rest are together separated into two classes, I'm thrown overboard and forced to be squeezed into a lifeboat in 2B. Okay, so I'm exagerating. Am I complaining? YES. Cos the school for one thinks NUR IZYAN BTE FART HORRAHMAN is chinese, so they put my mother tongue as Chinese. Hohoho. The only Chinese I know are those I learnt from third lang and those I eavsdropped(is that how u spell this word?) from hearing people's conversations. And those are nothing compared to what I'm gonna face IF I was forced to take Chinese. lalala I'm gonna be so screwed. I can't believe they don't update our particulars ah. Now I'm anticipating for my class. Is it gonna be 2C or 2D? Lucky for me, we(nadh&i) met Mr Bala.

So I guess I won't be a 2Bian, again. HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAIZ.




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that's alot better isn't it?




Training rocked
I'm tired
I love Mcnuggets (:



Tuesday, November 14, 2006
10:45 PM



I finally got a chance to wake up late, and it felt good.. But I couldn't sleep much cos I had to go off for a movie with Nadh&Ati at 2! Watched Step Up, finally.

I love everything about it. Just like lake house, click and the grudge 2. Although the grudge 2 is nice in a weird kind of way. And I love crash too(although it's M18).

After the movie, shopped for a shirt for PGL/Melayu.com.sg cos my wardrobe is so limited and they are either too traditional or too old for me. I guess I'm too self-concious la. But thanks to the professional help from Ati & Nadh I got myself a good bargain for this really nice shirt yay.

Today was a pretty good day, but I'm kinda feeling sad at the same time.

Malek(my neighbour) came over with the guitar just now! Yay. Brought over tabs and picks and a cd too! Ahhhhh thank you thank you. I owe you one! (i know the people i mention sometimes don't even know the existence of this blog hahaha)

Okay so I have training(cue: arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh) tomorrow. I hope God would bless us with rain in the morning.

Good night!

& get well soon sayang(:




Bah, another day of training.
Another day of darkening myself under sun.
This vicious cycle of waking up in the morning, having to go for training'll never end. For the next 3 years. Brace yourself, girl.

So after training had lunch for a bit. Was supposed to meet andersonians for jalan raya, but I was kinda tired. I met them at my house instead! I felt bad I didn't get to go out with them, but just to let you guys know(at least those who read my blog) that I'm sorry I couldn't make it. But having to spend the last house at Dinah Bee's was funnnnn. :D


THE GANG!
From right to left: Fauzi, Me, Shahidah, Akmal, Taufiq, Suffian, Halim, Dinah Bee & Huda!
I forgot to change the exposure thing to 0 or 2+, so the picture was so dark, even with flash. haha. THis was the best I could get after editing. hahahahaha. :D Lovely people :)

And today's Tuesday,
HELLO STEP UP! :D
I'm finally watching that. I CAN'T BELIEVE MY BROTHER'S WATCHED IT BEFORE ME.
NOOOOOOOO! I'm so lagging behind, they've watched more movies than I have this month. My brother watched 4 movies consecutively ah!

Okay I got a proposal to upload(I have yet to do it) dangggg



Sunday, November 12, 2006
11:38 PM



THE FIRST SONG I EVER PLAYED ON A GUITAR: BIRTHDAY SONG!

I'm so happy I can't stand it.

I almost wanted to skip the last house, which was my neighbour's house. Lucky I didn't, if not I would've missed my chance at playing the guitar. I don't know what got into me, I suddenly wanted guitars, all over again. Like last year, but the craze died down soon after. Somehow, I'm craving for guitars again. Whee. :D Got to thank my neighbour for teaching me that song. He's so good at it la. And he gave me a pick too! And pick sounded like pig, i felt so reluctant to say that word, who knows why. I also embarrassed myself. Cos I'm such a noob. Knew nuts about whatever he initially said. But yay, I learnt the birthday songggggg :)

YAY GUITAR YAY NADHIRAH AND ATI WE CAN FORM A STUDY GROUP TO PLAY GUITAR LALALALALA.

I'm so jakun, I can't stand it.

I'm so thankful, THANK YOU!



Saturday, November 11, 2006
8:47 PM



HOCKEY TRAINING ON A SATURDAY MORNING AFTER HAVING GYM TRAINING THE DAY BEFORE

I'm tired :( Training made me even more tired. Boo.

Went for NORTE DAME DE FRANCE! after that. :D I LOVE LOVE LOVE THEIR GORGEOUS VOICES.

Bah, I'm sleepy&tired&hungry.

Now let me rest..





and I might just be the happiest person, ever.

FIRST GYM TRAINING

6km on treadmill = tiring
I cheated, cos i took four rounds
first completing 2.7, to 0.7, to 1.1 and finally 1.5! which adds up to six km... no?

after gyming(chehhhh), nadh&warfa came over to my house. bathed. changed. and we tampinesed! :D

JALAN RAYA WITH TJ PEEPS

fun, yet tiring. we were supposed to act tired. yeah, somehow it seems like i'm not even feeling a little bit sleepy right now.

raya-ed at nash's, nadh's, ati's, arief's, fir's and lastly... sheikh's! yeah, 6 houses in one day, not so bad for tired people like us. The gang grew smaller as we moved from one house to another. Nash's house was fun cos we finally met up with the rest of the girls, after meeting the boys at tampines, we were early, for once! Erm, I love Nash's brother, so cuuuuuuuute like hafiz aka henry! From nash's place, Dinie&Fifah&Nash left :( and slowly.. nadh left and warda.. and finally ash.. :( So we were left with, fir, arief, aizad, sheikh, khai, ati and I. It was an unlikely thing for me and ati to do, but we followed them till the last house anyhoos(where we kena squeeze into sheikhs car, hahahaha. xD)

Wahhh, now I'm feeling the paaaaaaaaaaaain on my thigh muscles.

PHOTOS!



MY PRETTY PRETY GIRLS AT MY HOUSE :D They came over after training, ate stuff we bought from cheers.



NASH'S HOUSE! :D (the only group photo I got, stupid camera) blame the batteries, and I think its lifespan just grew shorter, cos i dropped twice. once in the bus till the batteries burst out of its compartment and the other time at sheikhs house. wah sad.



ATIQAH&WARDA, at Nadh's bustop(she left for pianoooo)waited for number 2 for so long, both busses that came were full. haiz



Some of them at the bustop. I was standing there, over hearing them sharing their childhood(so to say) stories..



Some random people on the bus posing for the camera, haha no la. This was what was left of the gang, with ati and me behind the cam. khai's missing cos he had to send ash home. funny bunch of people.

My camera ah. Sadly, it failed me throughout the whole jalan raya so......... i took only 25 photos! :'( of which only 10 or so are nice ones. Aih. I need to get a camera soon.

And sooooooo.. it's 1245am now. I hope the rest have reached home!
Good night, lovely day today.(:

and I thank ATI VERY VERY MUCH! for dropping me off at my house. and your dad too! :D

and I met that special someone today.. (:



Thursday, November 09, 2006
11:26 PM



HOCKEY STEAMBOAT GATHERING

okay i was about put up photos for today's steamboat
but photobucket decided to be a bitch and not upload the photos for me
so i decided to abandon my initial enthusiasm to photolog this post

i'm so merajuking now.... ergh




Meet Taufik, when he was two:





OMG
OMG
THAT FRICKING BOX IS FILLED WITH A WHOLE FAMILY OF FRICKING COCKROACHES I SWEAR I SAW THE GRANDFATHER OF THE LITTLE BABY ROACHES THERE WERE SO MANYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
*hyperventilates*

I was swimming in junk in the store trying to look for that measly steamboak cooker. Did I find it? NO. Was I looking at the right place? NO, again. Guess where I found it? NOPE, not in the store(which I ransacked through the junk, I DIDNT KNOW THINGS LIKE FISHNETS EXISTED IN THE HOUSEHOLE, till today) BUT in some ulu cupboard underneath the stove. And guess what I found after I opened the box? AN EXTENDED FAMILY OF COCKROACHES, inclusive of mother father brother sister granchildren cockroach and many many of its little shitlings. So am I gonna bring that steamboat cooker to the steamboat dinner later? NU-UHHHHHH. Unless I'm a horrible sadistic asshole, who wants my teamates to get diarrhoe and food poisoning. But no, I shan't bring that, instead I'm gonna substitute it for some multi-purpose cooker thing. I hope that'll do.

I cleaned up the murder scene where I killed a family of cockroach(i'm really sorry, but they bring germs! and diseases!).

*shudders*




I reread my previous post and thought, losing weight would be a chore.
Cuz there's gonna be steamboat tomorrow, and jalan raya on friday
which would mean
MORE FOOD IN STORE!
I'm gonna gain instead of losing. Ah, somebody KEEP ME AWAY FROM FOOD, PLEASE! Oh and, I ate ice cream today, which doesnt help me lose weight at all. I can't wait for gym. Yay. Hello 6km(or was it 9?) and hello machines-that'll-make-me-handsome. WOO

and so, I was lost in changi today, together with nadh. Of all places, changi. Why? Cos we took the right bus but at the wrong direction. Cause? Sign on the bus that cheated our feelings Effect? Ended up in Changi Airfreight place at 6+ with Nadhirah Affect? Got affect meh? oh yah, It was an unlikely place for 2 teenagers who are carrying NTUC plastic bags filled with smelly meat which was decomposing(probably) to be at such a place at such a time. Ofcourse, people stared at us. Mats(even old people okay, they're considered mats cos they're gatal, but im not saying all mats are gatal.. ala you get the drift), old men on trucks and even a policeman(who's probably laughing at us behind our backs right now, cos we didn't know the existence of an airport pass and an airfreight centre thing)

amazing story, with an even amazing ending.
i got home and cleaned the squid and now my hands stink of squid? thanks to kylie kwong who taught me how to clean squids. i wanna clean more(provided that they do not smell, and are less slimy)

I hope those squids are doing fine in the freezer... lalala



Monday, November 06, 2006
9:32 PM



I need to:
  1. Lose weight
  2. Make self smarter, somehow
  3. Lose more weight
  4. Then gain muscles
  5. Complete and submit my overdued homework
  6. To include every one I can think of in my prayers
  7. And to be nice to everyone
  8. Get my ankle fixed, with screws if I have to
  9. Get my unexplained bruises explained cos they appear without notice!
  10. I don't know what's number ten.

I saw that special someone today. (: big hug!





I skipped training yesterday cos my ankle decided to hurt the night before, so I pigged out the whole day till my relatives came. I ate laksa and kachang pool(?) and slept, waking up just in time to see my favourite little toddler arrive. HAKIM! He's so cute, and boyish, I can't stand it. Mahirah is potentially the most adorablest little baby girl I've ever seen, besides Farzanah, who's so pretty and cute and all accessorised with pink stuff. She's truely a girl girl, unlike me, who's no where near being a true girl girl. I'm such a clutz, I broke the last of my mom's figurine-on-a-bowl-cover thing which was made out of ceramic and being the clumsy girl that I am, accidently(and I really mean accidently, cos I didn't see it at all!) knocked it off the shelf and the head broke. :( Oh and my brother went to camp, so the house was pretty quiet, cos Hariz doesnt have a friend to play with.

That was Saturday and I'm proud to say that I stayed at home the whole day and bayar hutang tidur.

I skipped madrasah today so that I could follow my parents eat at Tanglin Halt. Nasi Ayam, woooh sedap. They had to make up for my brother's birthday, so they took us for brunch. Vivo city was next, and I bought brasundergarments again nadh!!!! HAHAHAHA okay inside story. After much walking around that place, we finally head home.

I had this horrible headache by then, cos my tudung had this smell? that was so bad, it stayed up my head till i got this uncontrollable migrane, and no panadol was there to save me.

Headed for my mom's kindergaten's concert, where I emceed so horribly with my nasal voice blasting over the speakers. And I was gagap? according to my brother, sorry la. I'm an emcee who didn't practice her script, so I was prone to making mistakes? hahaha.

So yea, the concert was dysfunctional, and would turn the impatient into some crazy lunatic. But I got to see ADAM RYAN! so my headache didn't hurt much, and the noise didnt affect me. Call me a paedophile, but Adam's really handsome yo.

My eyes are tired and I've got training tomorrow! wheeee.



Saturday, November 04, 2006
12:44 AM



I've been pigging out these few days. I'm gonna weigh more than I expected, no matter how many trainings I go to. Wah I must stop eating at every house I go to, if not i'm gonna suffer lots when school reopens.

I loved today too. Jalan raya with part of KMA to the juniors' houses! We started at 2? after the boys finished their sembahyang and ended at about 11 at Salmah's house. And now here I am, still feeling tired from yesterday's yesterday's jalan raya with the TA and now I'm even MORE tired. Worst still, there's training tomorrow. :(

The bunch was in blue/red and white! hahahahhaah I was in blue with suff and fiq! while lim and zi were in RED! and Huda...was in WHITE! They are the siblings I never had. Had our little arguments along the way. No arguments no fun. Today was great. Thanks you peopos!

Okay dah, I'm sleepy!

Oh and lightning scare me. :S



Friday, November 03, 2006
11:00 AM



I liked yesterday. And the day before yesterday. Probably not the day before yesterday's yesterday. And that of yesterday's yesterday's yesterday.

Monday
I remembered having to go to my mom's workplace to help her burn CDs(which is at Potong Pasir) and then having to go back to school(which is at Bedok). And I remembered staying back and watched the hockey girls run and play hockey. My ankle still failed me that day, so I benched the whole training.

Tuesday

I woke up late and ended up in school late. Made it just in time before the talk. Got back our results slip, I hate looking at it. Cos my GPA says 2, while others says 3..4.. I had breakfast with minahips, and then rushed to my mom's workplace again to do the emceeing for their concert. And I swear I sounded so bad over the mic.

Wednesday

I liked wednesday. Cos there was training and we had loads of tme before that, cos training started at 4.30. I met Nadh at bedok first and had our lunch cum breakfast at LJ while waiting for Nad. Headed off to Peninsular after that to buy fluorescent grips. I didn't get one for myself cos mine is still in gooood condition.. lalala. Oh and Nad's grip was so fluorescent and it was orange, which matched her orange stick, shirt and hair band. XD

Oooh then we went to taco bell/pizza hut/kfc! I have to go there another time!! cos there's TACO BELL!! I love love love. Nadh got her ice crem after that and the three of us walked to esplanade to take jumping shots yang tak menjadi! warghahaha was so fun

whee then we had training and gym! yay and chocolate cake at the playground too.

Thursday

Jalan Raya with TA! :D super tiring yet super fun.

last but not least,

Happy 12th Birthday HARIZ! :D