Monday, October 23, 2006
10:25 PM


What were the odds of meeting you today?

Monday, the day I got my humans results, the day I got my GPA results, the day I met my friend whom I've not met for quite some time, the day Ramdhan ends, the day Syawal begins, the last day of puasa, the day I fell in love with pumps all over again, the day I slept so much, the day that falls on the eve of Eid Mubarak, the day I totally love, then again I just wished it had not come.

For one thing, I got a pathetic 2.2 for my GPA, I'm so demoralized, I feel like dropping out of school and start a business, but I know that's impossible cos I probably go bankrupt even before starting. I feel so claustrophobic for my choices, cos for one thing, I only(I REPEAT ONLY) qualify for 5 core + 3 subjects combi :'( the agony, the pain. I feel so stupid, everybody else is getting 3 and 4.. I'm possibly the lowest in class :\ I feel so stupid, stupid stupid stipid stupid stupid.. But I know I deserve what I got, cos I didn't give my all. I guess this proves I'm just too lazy.. bah..

So now I'm contemplating, choosing either double sci + 1 humans or just trip science. :'( I don't have a choice, do I?

All I felt like doing was to go home and sleep. I just didn't want to face anything, I'm too embarrassed I guess. Now I can hear laughter.. haunting me.. mocking me.. ahh stop it stop it stop it stop it.

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I shopped at geylang, and met Asyraf! haha Omg he hasnt changed a bit, besides the dyed hair. He actually recognised me. Oh and I met.. Schazwan at Hougang Mall too. It's amazing then number of people I bumped into today. Hahaha oh and...... Yeah, that's about it ah. Shopped for shoes, selendang. All last minute shopping. What to do.

Dad just got back from New York last night at 2am.. Was awaken by his voice, hahaha.



Oh and,

Happy Birthday AIDA! AIDA! AIDA!
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Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri
Maaf Zahir & Batin
Alhamdulillah.. I'm given the chance to experience Ramadhan, and also celebrate Aidilfitri..
Am here to minta ampun minta maaf, jika tersilap & terkasar bahasa, terkurang ajar, tersinggung perasaan, berkelakuan tidak senonoh and all that jazz, I'm sorry from the bottom of my heart, sincerely truthfully. I wish to start anew. Please do forgive me for my wrongs.
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Happy three months(: