Monday, October 30, 2006
12:49 AM


Another round of raya-ing, my legs are tired from carrying my brother's weight on my lap, and from all the walking(we didn't walk much, considering i was happily sitting down in the car)..

I just realised how much I want an older brother, not a sister, a brother. It would be so cool, cos when I grow older, and being the youngest and the most adored by my handsome brothers, I would be able to hug and cry in their arms. Hahaha, Impossible as it sounds, it's true. Cos my mom's the youngest in her family, and she has so many older brothers. Cos she can just cry in their arms, and being the very caring brother that my uncles are, they'd just comfort her. Must've been really nice to have older brothers to take care of you, and must be hard to be the youngest at the same time. I don't know about older sisters, maybe they work the same too. But having older brothers(handsome and caring ones) would just be, cool.

I realised how pack this week is. Tomorrow gotta go school, tuesday collect results & rehearsal, wednesday I don't know got what oh yea got hockey, thursday raya outing, and friday.. shrugs

i'm super tired, mentally and physically.
good night(: