Saturday, April 15, 2006
10:28 AM


I want to disappear to somewhere else.

I feel the need to run.
As far as I can.

I want to curl up in a corner and cry.

I want to be able to see but not be seen.

I want to jump up high and touch the sky, then fall and break my back.
Cos it's hurting me so bad.


I want to close my eyes, and see no darkness.
For when I open my eyes, I hope to see something to be happy about, but none of that happens.


I want to heard, but nothing right comes out.


I want to be packed in a box.
Mail it to antartica.
And I'll only know how to shiver, and only shiver.
And to only feel nothing but cold.
So that I won't be able to feel, but numbness.


Sigh.