Monday, March 13, 2006
7:45 PM


I'm feeling a sense of RELIEF.

And exhaling all my doubts and stress like never before.

My mom is finally talking to me. And honestly, I never felt so good.

Me and her, We've got this daughter mom thing. We just talk about everything under the sun. And she'd tell me problems, and I'd tell her my problems, so when I wasn't talking to her for ALMOST a week, I would have died. Now we can finally talk, and I feel much better. Funny how it sounds, but that's how my relationship works with her. Today she came home, not scolding me, I feel so happy, I want to cry. HAHAHA.

Izyan you so emotional laaa..

I didn't make it to A div, it's okay, Shall train harder, lose more weight, gain more muscle, gain more stamina, train my skills, oh yeah. I can do it.

CONGRATS NADH! YOu go woman :D !!!

I was at the OBOR LAUNCHING this morning, so cool. Haha. Anderson wasn't there though, sad thing. We were so excited to get interviewed, well, at least I was, but we weren't anyways. Hahahahahaah. Sorry, I have this thing for Media. I find it so cool la.

And after the whole formal occasion, Warda's dad drove us to Peninsular Plaza to get their hockey gear. Nadh was rushing cos she had a tournament in the afternoon. It took us less than half an hour to get the gear and it was a good bargain! Imagine buying the shin guard, wooden/fibreglass stick, 2 pairs of socks, a free ball and bag for just FIFTY TWO BUCKS? AHHHHHHHHHH! VERY CHEAP LA..

OH and there was this really PRETTY PINK stick. AHHH. DAMN PRETTY LAAAAAAAA. Ok nvm.
I want a hockey stick for my birthday. XP *HINT


Took a train back to Bedok to submit the portfolio and then I went home ah.
I want to go out jalan-jalan but nobody to go with, sads.
Well reason cos I never asked anybody. Stupid Izyan.



I realised I'm never good at sport CCAs. How I always don't make the cut. Like in primary six where I didn't make it to the netball team, and now, I don't have high hopes to make it through hockey, or at least that's what I think. But I hope I do make it. Need more fitness. Fitness fitness.




I hate myself for being fat.